My dreamland

♥phlook!

2009-02-24T14:38:00.004+08:00

Big&small eve~

Dinner&Dance

JAE

whee guys hav fun with phlook! Kindly leave down comments or "♥"! =P

allthesememorablemoments

2009-02-15T23:22:00.005+08:00

evelyn :love the purple roses.

enchanment, love at first sight.

(thou i know that u dont really know how to appreciate floras)

really grateful for this pleasant surprise.

thanksalothubbi=)

sry for the late updates. somerandom photos for cny 2009.the steamboat session really makes my day=)

2009-01-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

this week-DAE, lozenges, antibiotics and painkiller.
next week- JAE(mon-fri), new year dinner(sat).

sigh. hope i will be able to get well soon.
and i havent got my new year clothes! =(

new year resolution:
drink more water, eat more fruits and exercise regularly
i dont wanna fall sick again.

2009-01-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved.

quote by George Macdonald

merrymerryxmas~ welcome 2009

2008-12-30T23:11:00.004+08:00

merrymerry xmas 2008~

I've received quite a no. of xmas gifts for 2008.
Its 13 in toal! Most of them contributed by my dearest AA colleagues. Hmm the gift which i adore most is the cute xmas bear from one of my managers. Aww.. that is so sweet.~
Of course not to forget the cute hello kitty mirror + doll and lovely necklace from my galfrens(chloe&mandy). Thanks peeps!
i bought log cake for my darling sis (Ivy). I guess u guys can see that she really enjoy it --> please refer to her candid shots above.. XD

Had a simple yet "vibrant" xmas celebration with my emo kid. =) I guess hes pretty shocked that i got him the pressie.

ticktock.ticktock.
And its the last day of 2008.
A year which is full of changes, joy and tears had just ended.

welcome 2009!~ Hope that it will be a greater year (or it must be?!)
i guess its time i work out a good list of new year resolutions.
(And of cos, my wish list for 2009. Its pending in process =x.)
Really looking forward to the new year.As first of all, there are some changes for my jobscope.
My peak period is here! Its the beginning of admission period! ( various admission exercises)
I've students ( of different nationalities) streaming in and submit their application doc every single day till 16 jan. And after that, the major admission exercise JAE will start. (I heard from my colleague that i will be damn busy till i wish i have four hands and legs instead.It sounds like wad she said is exaggerating uh? haha.) We shall see on mid jan then..

And we have new temp staff coming in! Hmm pretty excited as they are of almost the same age as me.Oh well, my senior colleague instructed me to coach them on counter enquiries and admission matters. i guess it indirectly help me to gain a stronger understanding of the admission matters .

Yup. Am signing off now.
Gotta wakie early for work tml. The only good thing is that im working till 1pm . =P

merrymerryxmas

2008-12-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

bonvoyage.

2008-12-15T00:41:00.004+08:00

IVY: OMG. Its so scary

IVY: Giggle giggle~

Ivy's perspective of daddy

Okay i know they are funny and queer photos. haha but i took them randomly .

( Hmm I must admit that Ivy's hoodie look is kinda cute)

We had our lunch at IMM's Ichiban. Please dont ask me why we drive all the way down to there whereas there is one over at amk hub. lol I think its my mummy's idea of going there.

Anyway its something like a farewell lunch with my grandma. She is going to HK ( with my uncle and aunt) for holiday trip and will only be back after X'mas ( 26 Dec 2008). The whole trip last for 10 days.I bet its the longest ( furtherest) oversea trip she ever had.

And I will be moving back to my parent's place for the time being. Hmm sounds weird? FYI I've been living with my grandma ever since I m in Kindergarden. Sometimes I seen her as my " mother" cos she take care of me while my mum works. =)We've shift houses alot of times due to complicated reasons. Yeapie Im lucky cos I have "two mummies"

But right now shes still taking care of my youngest sister (Ivy). Ya i guess she maybe "retiring" soon as age catches up with her already. Its time she rest and enjoy her time? Sigh sometimes I feel that my grandma had a tough life from young. At the time when she has to raise up 4 children on her own ( my grandfather passed away at a young age of 35).

I feel guilty whenever i reminisce the times whereby I am upset or throw tantrum at her. Or whenever we have cold war over certain issues ( as both of us have diff opinions). Or even the times she nag and rant at me when im home damn late.

In actual fact, I knew that she wont hold any of them against me ..

Its because she love and dote on us, her grandchildren.

I didnt tell her that but i guess i wont be used to it when shes away next week.

Jus hope that everything will be smooth for her and my uncle's family.

kitty meow.

2008-12-14T01:36:00.003+08:00

I cant believe i found these sweeties deep inside one of the cupboards at my place.(I guess my gran did a great job in hiding them uh). Its like the retrospect of my childhood.

Macdonald ( hello kitty) craze. lol. The vivid memory of me and my parents queueing up at the mac is kinda amusing. =P

Poor thing! Hes the only odd one out. =(

NP ChaChaCha

2008-11-21T11:22:00.012+08:00

NP ChaChaCha~ 2008

Oh no! My blog has been 'dead' for a long while. hahaha. Okay some of the highlights during the Oct..

On the 31 October, it marks the grand celebration of NP turining 45 years old! (NP45 Tree Planting Day) And im the "Tree Leader". My role is to ensure that the vip guest will be able to
plant the tree smoothly.

Hmm its rather queer that i actually attended NP's bdae celebration but i've never been to SP's( where i 've spent my three yrs mugging there)? .. I guess NP is rather generous and spontaneous where it comes to celebrations and events uh..

Okay anyway, each department and school will have to send some representatives to form a few committees( four in total). And i think that im lucky cos im in the same committee as my lunchmates ( xiaoyan and jaslyn). whee =)

Our task assigned is to build an iconic structure( we call it as buggy or moving float) to represent NP during the 1970s. Woah. It sounds rather "chim" uh.. haha the first thing pop out in my mind is " oh it sounds like chingay!".. However, its simply more than building a structure for display purpose. We have to compete with the other three committees for the awards & prizes. There were a total of four awards: The Overall Winner, The Most Innovative/Unique Float Design, The Most Fashionable, The Loudest awards etc. Prizes: unknown.

A few committee meetings were held, and we brainstormed some ideas for the designs of our float. . And the IMC dept ( Imedia Centre) put our ideas into action by coming out with various design template ( salute to the graphic designers). In additional, we've decided to dress ourselves according to the 1970's fashion trends. . FYI its the disco era..!

Design A

Design B

We decided to use Design B. Tata.. Most of the committee members feel that its nice and striking!..( Personally, i love the color combination. It looks rather cutetoo.) Upon the selection of design, the various director contacted the carpenter to work out this buggy. And several of us helped out to cut, draw and paint certain components of the design. Example: the floral patterns and figurines etc.

ART & CRAFT Session ( Try to spot me!=P)

Yan busy with her floral patterns

We completed our painting in a few hour's time. And we proceeded to paste the designs on to the buggy. This is our final buggy ! Pls refer to below.

Side View

Front View - Please ignore me. lol

We engaged a group of students from the BA ( business faculty) and some dancers for our presentation of our icon. Theme music selected: Beauty World ChaChaCha~. And based on that, we named our group as NP ChaChaCha ( as we incoporated the Chachacha element inside our cheers). Hmm it sounds rather cheesy.. but i liked it~

These are the icons done by the other teams

1980s ( ECE dept etc.)

1960s

Personally, i find the icon structure done by the ECE school is rather innovative. Rather amazed by the moving robots and blinking lights.. ( I can practically hear my emo kid singing praises about his school already. =x ). I love the performance by the team for 1960s. Its amusing to see the staff and lecturers dress up themselves. Oops i missed out taking the picture of the team for 2000 . Anyway, they won the most Fashionable award. I guess its because the icon is filled up with hi-tech "gadget" display and one of the staff dressed up as F1 show girl.

CAm-whoring Session!

Yan & Eve

Eve & Jaslyn

And soon the night falls, its dinner reception time over at green mall. Some random pictures snapped.

Our team won the " The Most Innovative/ Unique Float Design" award. I bet our director was disappointed as he carried high hopes that our team will claim several awards.
Well, there is this chinese saying, " A mountain is higher than the other mountain"

Actually, the awards and prizes doesnt matters to me. Its the enjoyable time i had with my respective colleagues while making the buggy. And it provides me with the experience of working with staff from different level and age group. Somehow it spices up the time i spent working here as compared to the normal office hours. =)

smile=)

2008-10-21T23:19:00.002+08:00

(sigh i cant figure the functions out, thats why the font is too small)

Msg:

kaikai please dont emo le.

smile=)

comfy yet blurry

2008-09-25T23:15:00.003+08:00

Today, senior evelyn(my colleague) received a phone call fr a 50 yr old lady
they chatted for like half an hr?
ohmygod. we can be deem as some hot-line-gals.oops.
favourites among the hmm mature ladies or gentlemens =P
okay evelyn said that this lady sounds worried and shes very fickle-minded(hmm sounds like me?)

the first thing is she's working as a telemarketer at home now
her pay is gd and shes darn pretty(uh hmm according to her lah!)
but she detest the pace of life in spore ( its too fast for her perharps?)
she wanna experience something new and peaceful.
she prefers to settle over at Australia
cos of that, she wanna go into nursing! ( jus becos its of high demand in Aus)
upon hearing that from senior evelyn, my jaw drop wide open.
i mean shes so weird!

Most ppl go into nursing becos of their passion~
But this lady here, go into that becos she wanna move over to a foreign country
Actually i can sworn right on the spot that she gona regret it sooner or later!
Becos shes changin the direction of her career path just to suit the environment!
That is so unrealistic!!
Furthermore, nursing is a profession. Its not that easy as she thought?

sigh. hope this old lady will be able to make a sensible decision at the end.

Actually cos of this phone call, i start to think about my own situation.
thou i already found the most precious thing in my life
i am still wondering where i will stand in the future.
which way i should go
its still blurry.im comfy with where i am now
but issit where i shld be?
During lunchbreak, x.yan suddenly mention abt the incident whereby the external speaker(in- house training programme) described me as "a peacock among the penguins"
the qn that pops up in my mind is :

Does it mean that i can fit better at somewhere else?

UTI

2008-08-25T00:01:00.003+08:00

sry. emo entry again.
for the past two months.
flu. headache. sorethroat. UTI been pestering me

UTI( Urinary Tract Infection)
common illness among ladies whom have poor bladder?!
( guess i belong to the unfortunate population ).
sigh. i confess that i used to resist the urge to urine.
More info available here:
http://www.urology.com.sg/eng/conditions_uti.htm

my medical fees added up to 150 plus
shucks. not a very gd yr for my health status.
=(

beautiful as it is. =)

2008-07-23T00:17:00.011+08:00

At some point of time

i do feel demoralised
(oops or i shld say most of the time XD)

i dun realli speak up(MOST OF THE TIME)

Perharps im nt expressive enuff (like my other frens?)

im afraid that wadever comes outta my mouth will be rubbish.trash.wadsoever.empty.

she is gona be a loser

she sucks

she is damn slow

she is useless

she is fake

she is nothing

she cannot make it

these are the comments contributed by ppl ard me

directly or indirectly.

ok maybe they are imaginary ones? XD

I guess one of my happiest moments

is when my darlin praise me

" Jie jie , i realli love the butterfly u draw for me"

(these are little things which i can actually create
with few strokes of ink, color pencil.=)

sometimes i really wish im like this insect here

beautiful as it is

no effort require/made

to ensure tat ppl ard wld accept it as it is gona be.

2008-05-27T14:17:00.004+08:00

24.05.2008
(eve.of.rong'sbdae)

Simple dinner at waraku(orchard:starhub building) with my two gals..
thou the food is soso only.
had a pleasant time with them

After dinner, realise there is alot of catchie up to do
so we decided to settle down at starbucks for some coffee

hmm. no bdae cake.
but me and es bought her sumth else.
Delicious chewy brownie!( Her all time favourite)
Surprised her with a small brownie(chewy!chewy!)
lol.
this gal is so funny.. didnt even realise tat im carryin the brownie
(imagine.!from orchard to sengkang!=x)

thou theres no pressie
the dinner is nt tat oiishi

but she really enjoy the moment spent with us
and the pleasant little surprise we hav for her.
=)

Me.Myself.&.I

2008-05-25T01:56:00.003+08:00

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

peeps! i think this personality test is damn accurate!
this is the link http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
=D

DTE.1608

2008-05-22T00:58:00.004+08:00

DownTownEast.Pasir Ris Park

15thmay-16thmay

i have never see sucha beautiful sun set before.

hmm..

it depends on who is ur companion..

mine?

the most cute, adorable and bes companion ever!

ps:lets run the maranthon forever=)

深白色二人组花火

2008-04-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

meaningful lyrics=)

2008-03-29T05:43:00.004+08:00

goodbye.

thou i cant bear to part with the memories

thos sweet&cosy times with u

becos they are jus as lovely as ..

the sight of the sun rise& sun set

the gentle breeze blowing from the sea

the bed of lavender(which i am dying to lie on!)

the blooming of sakura

the opening of champagne bottles

the aroma of hazelnut mocha

the bites of rocher choco

the melting sensation of tiramisu in my mouth.(yummy).

but i have to grow out of it

all of the memories

will be jus like the time capsule

kept inside of me

safe and sound.

takecare my dearest. =)

15.mar.08 my birthdae=)

2008-03-17T03:37:00.009+08:00

15.mar.08

the day i turned twenty

Received blessings & presents from my beloved ones

SPecial Thanks to:

CheeNAm( Cloverleaft necklace)

Cindy(skyoflove novel)

Engsiew&Peirong(sweetfriendship bear)

Franz.Kaikai.Karen(ipodnano!)

Kailin.Liyun.Janice.Huishan.yueling( sketchbook&anna sui perfume loves)

Linx2sweets(lovely chomel necklace)

Michelle(yummy choco biscuits& memo frame)

Sally aka franz's mum( hongbao XD)

Venue: Bliss Cafe

With my SCM darlinz=D

Thanks u guys for makin ur way down to the cafe! So touched=)

With engsiew.peirong.linlin

ok. i reali look scary here. lols

AnyWay, after dinner.. Head down to M.o.S for more partytime!

hahas. with my dadken.mum jerene.karen dar and

special guest: Zhang Yao Dong!

me&karen.muacks!

lols.

Aunt Sally and dearest mum jerene

ohh they reali love each other =x

Franz&his dearest mum( So cool can!Clubbing with his mumXD)

whees=)

17th March 2008

Its my dearest jiemei EngSiew's 20th BDae! hees hope ya love the surprise and pressie=D

May all ur wishes come true!

15.03.08

My dearest

Thanks for the nite.

The bdae wishes fr u and ur mummy

Truly makes my day=)

dinner and dance. mos nite out=D

2008-03-14T03:40:00.004+08:00

12.03.08 its the annual sp dinner and dance

venue: Grand Copthrone hotel=D

its pouring the whole day. oh my and i stil have to go to flair salon for my appointment.

make up plus hair styling

first of al. i have to thanks my dear sista kaikai

Reson being: he escorted me fr the bustop near his hse over to the salon!

the weather is damn bad that time.

reached the salon ard 3.30

den es and peirong popped out.lol. surprise!

they get reali excited over my make over. hahas( more excited than myself)

anyway when the make over is done ard 5.30.

i looked into the mirror and go..waaa...

Imagine the hair stylist used so many pins on my hair!..waaa

Note: arron did a temp perm job for me

After the waa and whoos( contributed by es peirong and the funny hairstylists).. there is a very very big problem

its stil pouring and theres heavy traffic jam

twinktwink* so again hav to trouble my dearest sista!

And..

kaikai escorted me to flag a cab near the hub

he even carried my stuff to put at his place( am so touched )

yeah lets say horray to sistahood!!whees=D

Reached the grand copthrone hotel ard 6.45

most of my frens exclaimed: omg u look so taitai! =x

clearer view of my face*

Me and cheenam( my so called "hubby")

special thanks to aaron ( the cool hair stylist)

After the graduation ball. we had greater fun over at mos.

with karen,daddy ken,mummy jerene and frens

poor mummy jerene came down cos of me

thou she has to work on the next day ( this shows our motherhood=))
lol. am so crappy.

Enjoyed the nite with karen's laughter, mummy's dance moves, daddy's qi gong, kai lin.li yun. cheenam's crappz

they makes me forget my troubles. =)

tributes to karen & lin
my dear darlins.
cheer up =]

with.you.

2008-03-07T05:10:00.002+08:00

goin ard the town

jus to look for my cinderella heels

he drives me crazy with all his cranky jokes

5683968

special thanks

2008-03-06T04:06:00.002+08:00

jus dropped a simple sms abt my sore throat

and he delivered panadols

in additionals: lozenges, herbal voice gums and herbal tea

omg despite the fact tat hes suffering fr gastric pain

he leaves me speechless

thanks alot=)

by ur dearest sista eve

2008-03-01T04:26:00.002+08:00

he kept his promise
she waits for him

a real-life fairy tale
which shuffle back and forth between the years

=)

sentosa trip. 26.02.08. with linx2&kailin=)

2008-02-27T23:50:00.005+08:00

On 26.02.08. four humane remains were found lyin by the pulau beach (sentosa)

HAHA! they looked so freaking spooky

shes tryin to kiss the sand? hahXD

they look kinda of "alive".(fr afar)

But still, i love her butt lols!

Beach hopping ard. And we ended up at Tanjong Beach

Kailin's wrkplace KM8

NICE PLACE FOR TANNING=D

call us the camwhore queens! hees=D

2008-02-21T01:53:00.002+08:00

i love this photo.music is the food of love=)

2008-02-16T01:15:00.002+08:00

YEAH ITS valentine day!

lols nono its VDAY =X

caught jumper.

learnt abt the boohoos

hais.stil emo-ing

2008-02-13T01:12:00.000+08:00

Title: Together in the storm
one of my fav artpiece by an artist
medium used: oilpaint

love the powerful strokes and strong colors applied by him
it expressed the couples's determination to endure the stomr tgt
the yellow tinge of paint highlighted the painting (symbolise hope)

thanks for being there for me
whenever i need u
but wad can i do to save u from ur misery?

u dun seems happy
even when u smile

2008-02-12T01:54:00.000+08:00

i fuking hateit when this window appear

the sentence that pops up in my mind immediately "

"WHATS THE PROB AGAIN MAN"

even if i change to a new com

its the same old problem.

again and again and again

jus dun understand

wadever i do WILL NEVER turn out right

WADS WRONG MAN?????????

WHY.WHY.WHY

Perharps god is punishin me

for al the sins i have commited(in the past):

- disrepectfulness to my parents & gran

- unfaithfulness&disloyalty to him

- lack of concern to frens &loved ones ard me

learnt from the mistakes

-treated my parents and gran in a better way( acknowledge what they had done to raise me up)

- be there for him now and den( shall be guilty for the whole of my life)

- care&concern for my peers and loved ones

so what?

Did things change for the better?

nope. i dun expect anything much

JUST HOPE THAT

I AM NOT DOWN WITH THIS FUKG BAD LUCK

ANYMORE

totally lost . low-morale.

in everything

work.studies future advancement.relationships

i need some time alone

by emoeve

4hours.3mins.

2008-01-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

venue: sheraton hotel
spent 4hrs waitin
jus for a interview which lasted only for 3mins (note: its a group interview)
Question posted: self introduction and ur favourite country

conclusion of the day: its every gal's dream is to be a high-class waitress

whats my triump card?

2008-01-27T02:02:00.001+08:00

wads the triump card in my life?
diff ppl hav their diff strengths
& its reali impt if u can make use of thos strengths
to make advancements in ur career

most importantly,
realise ur dreams

am in a dilemma now.
cos im stil nt sure wads my triump card
sigh.

i have to think real hard.
for only i can discover it myself

ps: did that pix out of random-ness for dar karen. hope that it can give her some inspirations=)

2008-01-25T00:51:00.000+08:00

shld be muggin
for my last exam.

yea
i will be graduatin on 29th of jan officially

theres one serious prob

where shld i go after that?

i used to think that
i wld wanna further my studies rite after graduation
& then earn enuff to open a boutique
( it sounds glamourous bt it may nt be feasible)

Furthermore it turns out tt the finanical condition of my family dun allows that.
and most impt.
am nt sure whether if i shld go ahead and get a degree in biz
or to pursue my area of interest(design&arts)

i onli noe
i need something
which is
m-o-n-e-y
cashcashcash for all of this to happen.

be an air stewardess?
it would be easy to earn big bucks
and fulfill my desire to travel ard the world

ITS NOT EASY TO GET INTO S.I.A
am stil so fatfatfat!! needs tons of running man to slim down (been eatin and eatin)
furthermore i dun hav nice perfect set of teeth( regreted that i didnt put braces earlier sighz)
perharps i will stand a higher chance for other airlines( mr h's advice)

kelyn intro me abt a psycho theorist Carl Jung
and i realise i hav a big mental prob
which is inherent
and may turn out to be a big obstruction in my life
http://www.mentalhelp.net/poc/view_doc.php?type=doc&id=9843&cn=353

idunwannabedolphine

2008-01-23T00:58:00.000+08:00

had a dream abt f and k
lols.
f is my ex
k is my current bf?
and wad i dreamt is me and f were together
right in front of k
okok it sounds like some kinda of dramamama

OMYGOD

its the same dream again!
somesort of bad omen.
i had this dream al the time
its as accurate as tarot card cum crystal ball readings
boom~
symbolise the end of my relationship

iamso
fickleminded
impulsive
when it comes to relationship

hmm i guess i do have something goin on with older guys?
esp the libreans.
chemistry strikes like wild fire
proof in a second
its gone. bygones.
lol oh no somebody gona scream" ahh this horo queen again"

celebrations and more celebrations yeahs!

2008-01-06T10:19:00.000+08:00

its mys anlie wiwi's bdae =)
had a bdae surprise for her
sucha lovely celebration

thou it may be the last celebration with her in campus
bt i bet we wil stil keep in contact with each other ya
and always visit her at indonesia! TIME FOR HOLIDAY yeahsXD

hees my new yr celebrations with darlins

its so fun at arena=)

nt forgettin mr lamer and his buddies yeahs

h.om.e.club

2007-12-30T10:06:00.000+08:00

note: look closely

had a fun time at homeclub.

nice place to chill out

first exposure to alternative rock band

thanks to liyun's bro

cheers. i love my scm darlinz=]

2007-12-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

the biggest xmas exchange i ever had.

first time: played with spray foam in town

countdown with my scm darlins and some cute guys(kelvin&regan) at ice.cold.beer.

its the best xmas celebration =)

how abt new yr eve?hees.

2007-12-23T01:53:00.000+08:00

didnt eat much
jus gobble some junk food like breads and hot choco durin lunch break

stuff myself with somemincedporknoodle and bit of choco awhile ago
yucks thats fat
and i duno whythehell im doin this
my mood is pretti unpleasant
becos im in the pms mood?
sudden feel that im some kinda of failure
greatgreat failure.

i guess my mood is rather unstable dis few days
perharps i cant adjust myself after the trip back fr hk

actually the trip to hk sorta trigger some bad memo abt someone
i duno why i wil stil think of him
after sucha long period of time
nope.its not love.
some weird kinda of addiction

and den i realise.
we cant judge a book by its cover.
mr d is someone i noe fr the hk trip
ohmy. the first glance at him
im thinkin" wad a ahb*ng!!"
(hmms i bet normal ppl wont hav a gd impression of him)

bt after some observation
u wil be damn shock that hes actually a sentimental, fillial and swt chap
waaa.

his herbal tea
his sms
his concern
the way he ride me on his bike

but
frankly speakin
no feelins for him
conclusion:
i onli treat him as a gd fren to hang out wif.
a guy who can click quite well wif me.
fullstop.

hais.
whywhywhy
i always go for guys who treat me badly and not within my reach

2007-12-08T02:08:00.000+08:00

my darlin's bdae jus pass by
lols.
my little darlin ivy is four years old officially.
=)

had a nice celebration with my family members
plus a special guest

And this special guest
had landed me in a state of confusion for the whole night

i guess pix do speaks a thousand words
howabtneoprints?

2007-12-04T01:43:00.001+08:00

sore throat again=(
i guess its cos i dun hav enuff rest?
nt enuff water?

hais. feel so unhealthy
haven been running for almost a mth
feelin so bz everydae.

lessonslessonslessons
workworkwork

fatfatfat
shld change my diet now
no more fast food

2007-11-29T00:23:00.000+08:00

lol. APB( brewery of tiger, heniken etc ) visit makes us high

surprisingly, it did helps to cure my sore throat?!

holland v. hahas.

one blur sotong and one xinfu face sia

camwhores lar

ooo olio choco fondue. simple and sweet.
yumyum=)
=)

hees lookin forward to

FONDUE

ahhhh im gona turn fat soon!><

2007-11-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

omg wenbing looks so cute here=X

haa

jus gt the pix fr shanshan
thats our 'memorable' town-ing trip sia
we shld be singin at partyworld tt day
hmms bt due to some 'circumstances' .. we didnt manage to lars.

hees nonetheless, we had a fun time camwhor-ing

lol kailin was havin fun wif my shades

and OMG

look behind and u wil see someone so familiar XD

2007-11-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

The color that makes me smile again

2007-11-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

my hart ACTUALLY SANK when i see his personal msg change fr

praying for u to

did u see how much i need u now

in the end.

it turns out to be part of Avril's "when u are gone" lyrics.

zZz.

omg im so god damn easily moved!

jus by one pkt of strepsils?
o c'mon eve wakie!!!
rem ed's advice: dun expect too much
anyway both of u are still way too young

2007-11-26T12:59:00.000+08:00

yeahs we love this icy place!
XD
xiao ??(oops i forgot his name), xiaoguang,xiaoye,xiao fan [from left]
mongolian beau, gu dian mei ren, dong fang mei ren( quoted byKAILIN)

eski eski. freezing cold
scm darlinz=) ( kailin,yuelin,liyun,eeling)
pretti yuelin & mii =]

kailin&alan ( Finally, a decent pix of her!!! =x)

OMG !!
KISSING GUANG YIN MA XD
blow.blow.blow???lols
yunyun and her cute jinjin (oops!=P)

"hor fan" and missy dh are gettin cosy..lol
hees. jus a random cute waiter at eski=)

YEAH

initally i was rather moody cos my workplace hav cash shortage of 60 bucks=(

(luckily mrhan told me its shared )

bt then

it was reali a fun nite wif my scm darlins and yunyun's guy frens at eski bar

ahaa losta drinkin games and vodka

(which cause my throat to swollen and lost my voice?=x)

bt den its DARN FUN LAR

hees meet up again wors =)

mama. eve. "ahyi
" karen
my "newly-found parents" lols!
papa's spec iis so cool can
karen also looks cool wif the spec! whees

went mos with dar.karen

hahas found my "parents" over there

hmms guess clubbing ish bygone for me

cos i rather joke and play with my papa, mama and ahyi karen

yeahs.!!!!

i guess the sweetest things u ever say to me ish

(thou u emphaise to me that u are not sweet at all -_-")

but the phrase,

"mi, myself, i xxx, all care"

it really makes my day

and de strepstils that u bot for me.

thanks alot my "sweet fren" =)

2007-11-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

nice song by jay

'rainbow'

2007-11-20T01:57:00.000+08:00

michi and lin sweetie !

lols they fetch me from work

so sweets can

went selegie to savour our fav soyabeancurd

OMG

wad i mean iish reali SAVOUR

see the quantity of butterflies and youtiao mrhan had ordered

-_-

fatfatfat!!!!

2007-11-19T02:01:00.000+08:00

i wanted to be like u.
i wanted everything
so i tried to be like you
And i got swept away

nice lyrics fr michelle branch's song

guess im swept away by emotions for the time being. tried to be some gal that a guy will appreciate.

Jus decided
from now on
i wanna be myself =)

boooz
i fall in and out of my feelins easily
i guess so. =D

2007-11-19T01:53:00.000+08:00

some class gathering again =) (ps: edward lee ish the photographer of the day lols)

simply loveit

even if its walkin aimlessly on the street? hahas. may be a bore at first

im jus very very amused by my special agent J ( TeWu J) hees. pj.

its god damn funny can the way she imitate the dance movements and stunts of Jolin(poledance)

LOFL. HAHA

poor lin was dead tired after work.

*patpat

2007-11-17T13:04:00.001+08:00

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

2007-11-17T04:30:00.000+08:00

2007-11-16T02:20:00.000+08:00

You Should Date A Swede!

You're a romantic, albeit an understated and practical one.
It's more about a steady partnership for you, not unrestrained falling
Your Swede will give you the unwavering love you crave
While making up some mean pancakes and meatballs on the side!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

weak and powerless

2007-11-08T11:00:00.000+08:00

Deemed as weak and powerless
...being sick of this world - Have you ever watched into eyes which said that they are sick of seeing this world?

i agreed with this artist.
Exactly.

Feelin pretti disturbed recently
Jus realise a small teeny winy fact

some of my loved ones love to "step on" me
(wow. hahas it sounds like some kinda of tongue twister)
note: "loved one love to"
( sad to say, ESPECIALLY certain ppl whom i have in mind most of the time e.g. mr xxxx =x)
lols.
love doesnt mean the whole world to me
frens also makes up a distinctive part of eve's life wors!
ok. peep's impression of eve a.k.a eeling
: kind, delicate, considerate, blur sotong, flimsy, weak, frail, unpunctual
(oops maybe you can cancel out the unpunctual part. Its a bit irrelevant)

Perharps i cant blame them
for its the cruelty of this world.
if u are seen as a weakling
YUMYUM. You wld be eaten up by some other able-bodied creatures here
hahas.

ok. jus some random thoughts here lars..
PS; i realise i love to treat ppl in nice manner cos it jus makes my day when i see them smile.however,pls pls. dun take my smile away. i dun ask for more but jus dun see me as some pile of dust on the ground =)

gona log off soon.
cos my damnnit com wld break down at any moment
( i cant even log in msn messenger this while i guess.)
so i will be M-I-A ing for short while
god damn its time i change a new com
new resolution: a brand new lappy
means more input of hrs for my part time job

tatata.

2007-11-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

Spent two hours with sweetie at bishan's coffee bean on 050607

should be mugging for my Law of International Trade paper

but we end up doing other stuff like below

activity: observing queer human being's behaviour

Target: bunch of youth( three ppl in total) seated beside us

hmm that can be damn interesting and funny.

As based on our observation

we concluded that:

-that ahbeng down the alley love to shake their damn ass

- some cheena kiddy absolutely has no dress sense ( she wore a a pair of elastic pants that can only be found in pasam malam* sigh*). oki shes jus a kid (at most aged 17 yrs?)

-she needs ample room of improvement for her fashion sense

-that malay vainpot love hellokittys

-&she love to show off her perfume( thou it doesnt smells nice at all)

Last but not least,

uncles love to harass e.v.e!!!

wtf!~

after my sweetie left

a uncle ( who iis one of their companions)

approached me.

" hi miss hows ur day?"

" shall be pretty good uh huh?!"

and he flashed mii a smile in which he thinks that can be featured on some darlin's toothpaste commerical.

oh god

i feel like puking

his teeth looks so damn yellowish( & of course its not due to the effect of my shades)

in love with shades. out of love.

2007-11-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

iminlovewithshades.

but.out.of.loveatthesametime=]

my sweetie with my shades

lols. i guess for this whole week

im in love with shades.

had a fun week with my darlins&dears

met up with darlin karen for sushii on wed(didnt take ani pix=()

went tanning at sentosa with pretti kailin
camwhore session~ her shades sorta suits my face
bot a pair of shades at fareast
omg den realise. it might be the same one as my darlin karen's
;p

been workin for like fivedaez(26 hrs approx.)
actually its not alot of hrs
bt.. didnt reali mug alot for my midsem test.
shucks. and im moody now.

i always fall for the wrong kinds. hais

jus realise he dun care

makes me feel lost all of the sudden

and i also dunno why i feel this way

it suppose to be a crush?

meetup with edward after work for awhile
lols. thou he didnt reali cheers me up( hes irritating!! keep say my camera lousy hmpt!)
thx for the acc =]
(he looks gd with my shades!) camwhore sessionagain

gona go muggg
tatata!

he say he looks like superstar(more like a killer=x)

kailin&eeling(wif her shades=x)
we love the sun!
she.looks.like.a.model=]
lol. i have shortie hair here
gulpx2 sentosa =D

2007-11-01T03:22:00.000+08:00

omg. i cant believe im hooked on this drama. whywhylove. lols.

MIKE IS LURVE =D

2007-10-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

-starts to drizzle when i step out of my hse
- found funni stuff (like eggs?) inside my barley drink at ya kun
- my phlegm- phenomemon iis back again
- rojak sold out when i hav a great craving for it
- the fried oyster that i ordered taste like hell (whereas the other dish fr the same stall taste fine )
-he ish nt makin sense to mi at all. ROAR IRRITATED

my life(luck) ish jus like these roses.
drop dead.
hais.

stupid bad luck ish back again.

why issit followin mii
when i alrdy changed my attitude towards the ppl and things ard mii..

if its abt karma.
its jus like a neverendin cycle.
and tats v sad=(

2007-10-25T01:03:00.001+08:00

boooooooooooooo
ihatesorethroatlars

=(

2007-10-21T01:38:00.000+08:00

whees meet up with karen darlin after work

went threadin at little india..

den go back to town for ra men again

hais . my bad luck ish back again

the food i ordered for this few days simply sucks( either they are nt available or taste yucky)

how come!!!~ i always tot i wil onli go thru this wacky situation when im attached*

shucks. dun tel mii its some form of omen tat my bad luck had worsen!!!!!

hmmmmmzzz all i can say bois are weird&childish creaturess~~

or maybe he ish weird!!

after tat had a funneii coffee session with my dear son edwin.

hahas of cos nt forgettin some camwhore session=)

hahassss prata outings with my fellow darlins lin peijiao and edwin on mon

hees more gatherin in future!~~

prata prata~!

woot i feel so sinful~!

im addicted to her song 怕什么=]

2007-10-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Paranoia You are constantly thinking about what others may be saying about you behind your back. You may also feel people have conspiracies against you, or they are out to get you. In crowds you may feel like everybody is watching to closely.
Manic Depressive
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
What'>http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_mental_disorder_do_you_have">What mental disorder do you have?

What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)
You attract Yuppies!
You attract geeks!
You attract unstable people!
You attract models!
You attract rednecks!
What type of person do you attract? Quizzes for MySpace

2007-10-10T01:46:00.000+08:00

after work
=)

haa nt shag?
yawn*
nvm i hav a rooster givin mii mornin call

2007-10-09T00:27:00.000+08:00

lol. mi and darlinlin visited a salon near amkhub

haa nice place

cut hair plus highlight= 79 bucks onli~

whees

i like the ambience of the shop and most imptly the hairstylist =)

they are cute peeps

punggol nasi lemak and selegie soyabeancurd are lurves

felt yummi and 'cold' for the whole nite

cos of somone=x

2007-10-07T03:00:00.000+08:00

hahas!

hav been walkin miles and miles durin these few days

last nite walked with my darlin

our journey starts fr plaza sing via smu campus to clark quay

whees it lasted for one hr plus??!

ample exercise man!!

keke anyway its sucha miracle that we got lost in town * (longandsad story.hais)

we saw alot of exbowenians along the way

its damn funni can!

after we reach clark quay

we stil continue to walk a few rounds at the place (we reali love to walk sia)

cldnt decide on which bar or pub to settle down

cos theres onli two of us!

and we feel that its weird to enter anii unfamiliar places..

saw angela and huiwen(again!!?)

they were happily sitting and drinkin at the clinic

initially, i dun reali wanna patronise the clinic

bt after few more mins of walkinnnnnnn

hais. the two of us were jus damn tired

so poof! down we go popping down onto their comfy seats outside (saw some funni wheelchair-like seats)

lol

wake up at ard 7am

its like omg!!!

jus to attend the giordano shop meeting!!!

thanks to HH sia tat im able to drag myself up

(even thou he called mii late =x)

hahas turn out to be quite a fun one

even had some mini fashion show thingg

funni pix sia

me nurul and hanhui!

my face stil looks so big~~!!=(

2007-09-27T01:14:00.000+08:00

sadly.u. tookmysmileaway

2007-09-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

FUN.FUN.FUN

=)
cutie jesscia&eve(pisceans)

xiang&eve

25.09.07
whees~
fun nite at the punggol park wif karen and her frens!
heees . cute bunch of ppl!
mooncake festival 07 rocks!!!
=D

2007-09-26T01:58:00.000+08:00

hees

fun outing!

2007-09-24T01:15:00.000+08:00

hees went swensen wif my family(mummi's pre bdae celebration)

damn full after eatin the fishandchips. omg . i feel so fattt.

hav to start joggin tmr.

snapshots: my darlin ivy iish so kawaii =)

2007-09-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

whees fun nite at vd XD!

stil camwhor-ing while on the way back=D

hees finally i clubb with all of my three darlins!!

quite fun thou its a wg event(ohh ya happi 21st bdae alex!) =D

2007-09-22T04:24:00.000+08:00

hees. had a fun mooncake makin session with mygran(&sweetie ivy???)
mygrannie keep say " aiyah u duno how to do de la!!!! dun spoilt the mooncakes sia!"

In the end. tata~ these are my swttttttttttt homemake mooncakes
=)
looks nt bad rite. bt they taste damn swt can!!!!~

2007-09-21T03:04:00.000+08:00

she reali rocks!

olivia ong =)

love her songs currently

2007-09-13T02:35:00.001+08:00

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you.
You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations.
You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves.
You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

What's Your Inner Gender?

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Spiderman

"I have always been standing in your doorway. Isn't it about time somebody saved your life?"

What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

2007-09-12T01:06:00.001+08:00

You'll die from a Heart Attack during Sex.

Your a lover not a fighter but sadly, in the act of making love your heart will stop. But what a way to go.

'How will you die?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2007-09-11T00:29:00.000+08:00

haha
a sweetie drew this for mii
thanks alot =)

2007-09-09T04:07:00.000+08:00

cough.cough.cough

hmmz
it reminds me of the past.
hahas.
jus realise he used to cough like this
wth

perharps w/out the phlegmm=)

2007-09-08T03:06:00.000+08:00

Hotness

- Hotness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. This indicates that you are mostly into having an attractive partner. You prefer to date around, and don't usually get attached.

Take'>http://www.quizgalaxy.com/quiz.php?id=57">Take this quiz at

2007-09-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

wake up
rush to toilet

cough out thos phlegms
it seems to be a never-ending process
hais. my whole body is filled with al these disgusting substances????!

wtf thats reali disgusting

hopes i get well soon=)
thx peeps for ya concerns

2007-09-05T02:23:00.000+08:00

ah mei's new song

love it

love the lyrics =)

insomnia back again

sucks. i need the sleep

sry darlin. i wasnt there for ya that nite.

2007-09-03T20:05:00.000+08:00

coughing like some mad cow here

yucks

i hate disgusting phlegmms

hais wish i get well soon

pray that he gets well too

=)

ripped from my darlin karen's blog

(sob my face ish stil so puffy hais)

sleeping beau here*

2007-09-01T02:31:00.000+08:00

evelyn --
[noun]:

A real life muppet

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

hahasss

wtf im stupid????!!!

easy to manipulate???

diao

hais i miss him!!!

2007-08-25T04:15:00.000+08:00

Location: ikea

Date: 170807

hahas me and peipei shes sucha vainpot!!

hahas see she pose here and there( look at the backgrd u wil notice sumfings familiar =x)

hahas this is my darlin karen ( shes so pretty& innocent)

BUT....

OMG look wad she did to my hand!

she really loves to bite lol!

Location: HK CAFE

Time: 1am

After pubbing session at fanjie pub( i know its a kuku name)

hahas this ahbeng stare and stare(im so scare)

anyway everytime i see him i wil 'enjoy' strawberryjam on bread

(ps : guess onli my darlin and him knows wad i mean XD)

darlin karen&eve whee!

Location: pub 2007

Franz&Eve

Location: MAC(taken on 2005)

i found this pix hidden inside his hp

hahas omg we look so freaking pure at that time!=D

2007-08-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

hahas
its time to party?
dbl o and phuture
=)

2007-08-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

HAIS
totally no mood to mug!!!!

hes.not.online now
he.didnt.sms.me
his.phone.cant pick up calls
=(

2007-08-21T05:42:00.000+08:00

mugged three topics .
zzz.

i really dont have the mood to mug for my last paper

SOS

PS: hahas dont be shocked by the mix of songs playing on my blog now XD

2007-08-19T05:34:00.000+08:00

hahas ripped from my darlin's blog
=)

2007-08-18T15:01:00.000+08:00

2007-08-18T03:52:00.000+08:00

i lurve ur kisses
ur huggs

the way u stroke my hair

the way u smile

i lurve it when u wear the spec
even thou u think u look plain ugly in it

i jus simply lurve them

but.
do they mean anything to you at all?

2007-08-16T13:29:00.000+08:00

a touching movie,
love can occurs across the sea of time
within the entanglement of notes:;

if only this kinda of love still exist
=)

2007-08-11T02:50:00.001+08:00

hais.
i dun hav mood for pps at all.
wtf
=(

2007-08-09T07:01:00.000+08:00

2007-08-08T04:21:00.000+08:00

hahasss
its gona be a long week for mi
workin . studyin for mid sem exam.

jus delivered ai xin mac dinner to my darlin karen
lols.
tt gal hav gastric prob le stil dun eat
aiyo!
cannt cannt..
mus makan!

heee.
hav the urge to get drunk
mayb goin velvet or mos with darlin later
celebrating national day!!! =x

2007-07-31T16:30:00.000+08:00

haisssss.
im reali damn unlucky!!
oh my fukin god
dis few days been like some roller coaster ride for me

esp today
mi& kailin wanted to have a healthy lunch
so we decided to head to holland v for subway

oki. firstly, we waited for like ard 20 min for this kuku bus 106
it seems to take ages for the bus to reach dover stat man.
we saw two guys who looks cute?
they looks like the kind who can realli fits the urban male image well
hahas esp the one with somesort of built up chest and muscular arms.( commented by KL)

they took the same bus as us
guess they are headin to town
after we pass by a few stops
KL shouted " EELING WE MISS THE STOP OMGGG!!"
wtf. im so dumbfounded as i see the familiar shophouses passby

i have to state that its the first time i take a bus fr dover to holland v
dun reali noe which ish the exact busstop to alight
hais.
the next busstop ish located at the highway
which ish damn fukin far away lars

spent ard 2 pluss on cab fare
our mood was like half low
still we crapped while on the way to subway
Eve: WTH cant believe our luck.. hahas mayb sumthin bad ish gona happen at subway
KL: YAYA . PERHARPS they will run out of sauce today man! LOL

after few min walk
we dun see any sight of the fastfood resturant
which ish very very strange
KL tot we lost our way again
so she decided to call brenda for help
" HUH. its jus beside the pet shop?" KL shouted over the fone
i hav a very bad feelin abt it

we walked our way back to the "pet lovers centre" which we had jus pass by mins ago
WTF
SUBWAY IS CLOSED
signboard ish being put away
its under some renovation
No wonder we missed that small pathethic outlet

DOTSSSSSSSSSSSS

we were like so tramautised that its closed
its like so out of the sudden
brenda was also shocked cos their biz has been doin quite well

jus had some noodle and fried oyster
(zz its quite fatty)
hmm nt v fantanstic
after tt we decided to take bus back to dover
when kl have to go for her tuition while i head back home
guess wad?
we saw the two urban male lookalikes on the bus again
dots.
mayb they are the ones who bring the bad luck upon us???!!!

hais. or issz my suay-ness too powerful?
=(

2007-07-31T02:25:00.000+08:00

Some sort relieved when i see him again
yea

its nt love
its jus a kinda of assurance

thanks.

2007-07-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

its jus like some kind of omen
bad omen

i nv learn my lesson
my tears left undried
thats the tragic truth of mine?

2007-07-27T02:39:00.000+08:00

2007-07-24T09:59:00.000+08:00

okie. i gt up on time today
even thou my alarm did nt work

-7.00am-
was on my way to school.
when my cell phone suddenly vibrate
one sms received from Joanne(my class rep)
"Please inform class i have lost my voice completely due to sever throat inflammation......TUTORIAL and LECTURE Cancelled!"

ITs nt the first time

WTF!
i feel like fuking my dearest tutor Ms. OK upside down!

&now im stoning at the com lab with my classmate (ms. janice was zz-ing away)
waiting for the arrival of my other beloved grp mates and lecture which starts at 1pm

2007-07-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

fun-nei peeps are cam-whores!

win&ling

*funii pix

EDwin&Karen

2007-07-21T11:44:00.000+08:00

4.00pm
meet up with edwin, edward , lin and karen
had dinner at a hk cafe opp parco bugis
the "tong sui" cafe. the cafe has a oriental and nice ambience
esp the peanut butter toast. yummy. my fav =)
guess its better than xin wang hk cafe
hmm jus dun try the "maggi noodle" with luncheon meat there
according to edwin and lin "it sucks big time"

7.00pm
the four of us tried to kill time by roaming ard bugis
hahas.
reason: our ktv session fr 12am-3am( due to the voucher)

8.00pm
its sucha bore at bugis
that we went to town to meet edward
went taka's mac

9.30pm:

after lin went home

four of us "dragged" our feet to cine
we are like so out of energy
slacked at some jap fast food rest.
edwin entertained us with his "fun-nei" samsung commercial( feat beyonce's irreplacable)

12.03pm:
FINALLY
we enter k-ster
its been a long time tt i sing ktv with them
and its the first time i sing with edward (the bitch*=x)
damn funi session with them =D
esp edwin
realise he gets v hyper when he dun hav enuff slp

4.30am
took nite rider home
but it pours=(
sweets edward and karen accompany me to wait for the rain to stop
had breakfast at mac

PS: thanks darlin karen for the face shop nail polish.. hee its nice =)

[more pix comin up]

2007-07-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

damnit.
my only wish : change a new comp

im darn pissed off with my acer pentium 4 comp
wtf. its been giving me tons of problems ever since the end of 2006 till now
dysfunction of modem,virus attack, the on and offs of the com
wadever shit it can give mi lars.
i guess my household electrical applicances are all damn unhappy wif their owner

my hair dryer burns off minutes ago
cb!

2007-07-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

wake up at ard 6 plus
wtf im gona be late again!
hais. i remb i heard the alarm
guess i switch it off AGAIN
even after i listen to KL and Chloe's advice which is to locate my alarm further away from my bed nest.

That is to ensure that i wil drag my body up and "crawl" to reach for my fone(alarm)
oki i did drag my miserably heavy body up when the alarm rings
But climb back to my bed again. -_-
guess i have to put double alarm/snooze

reached school at ard 8.30am( lesson starts at 8am)
thats pretty early man.
my tutor was v v impressed by my attendance and punctuality recently.><
i guess my bes record was 9am

lol. had a few luffs over prank played on ms bunny a.k.a janice
shes forever blur (quoted from KL)
hais guess i m nt talented at playin prank on ppl
at least not as superb as KL
she managed to scare the hell out of janice by jumping out of her hiding place
and then our dear ms bunny's shriek almost shook the whole of FOODcourt 6.
luckily we are jus outside the restroom(corner of the foodcourt)

reached taka at ard 2pm
the place was like so damn cold
the promoters were like jus slacking ard
lin and michelle played a surprise visit
hahas esp when lin hugged me from behind
omg that did scared mi abit
but its swt
=)

everything was pretty oki for me today
except the appearance of a fuking cb britain female customer
make me walk to the storeroom for several times and only purchase one kuku frame

2007-07-18T00:38:00.000+08:00

yeah. everything's gona be fine.
dear frds, thanks for all of ur concerns
Been emo-ing for the past few days
stress over few issues

but now, i m moving on man =)

I'm over your lies
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,when you know I'm not okay
You call me at night,and I pick up the phone.
And then you be telling me,
I know your not alone.

Wanting you,to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,and fill me with self-doubt.ohh..

2007-07-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

someone with no aim in life
no passion
no dreams
jus like a living doll

someone with low eq and iq

someone who thinks that he/she is a failure in everything

Sad to say
im that someone=)

Precisely, how can u expect ur frens to noe and understand u well
when u dun even love and understand urself?

icant even manage my sch work well
as for frenship and relationship( be it love or family)?
its stil suxy as well

&for frdship
i tried to please the frensl ard me
i tried to shower care and concern
(it failed badly)
the reason being: i am afraid that they will dislike mi( pretty low self esteem)
thats my deepest fear

& for my family
they treat mi jus like some kind of black sheep in the family
their hopeless daugther who onli noes how to roam abt

& for love
im a complete idiot
sometimes i dun even noe wad im doin
and why the hell im stil thinkin of tt bloody bastard

wtf
i wonder how i am goin to survive in this world
its gona be damn bloody shitty after i graduate and step into the working world

i hate myself
for being this way
its not gona change
i tot i can change all these stupid flaws of mine
but i guess its in the genres?
i stil remember his advice for me when we break up
he said : maybe u shld learn to be more independent
i tot all this years i have tried to learn that
nope.
as time goes by
i realise i jus shrink back to the original me

a brainless and timid gal
with no aim in life

2007-07-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

My dreamland

♥phlook!

allthesememorablemoments

merrymerryxmas~ welcome 2009

merrymerryxmas

bonvoyage.

kitty meow.

NP ChaChaCha

smile=)

comfy yet blurry

UTI

beautiful as it is. =)

Me.Myself.&.I

DTE.1608

深白色二人组 花火

15.mar.08 my birthdae=)

dinner and dance. mos nite out=D

with.you.

special thanks

sentosa trip. 26.02.08. with linx2&kailin=)

4hours.3mins.

whats my triump card?

celebrations and more celebrations yeahs!

h.om.e.club

weak and powerless

in love with shades. out of love.

You are The Moon

深白色二人组花火